I just dont get it… it’s rather weird..not to mention shocking,how life changes so suddenly… i try to understand the why’s n how’s but i simply can’t..i end up in some sort of a maze..a tunnel that leads to nowhere land….i get tired, i sleep it off… i wake up still havin it in the back of my head..burried…hidden… i live my day as usual… pretending that everything is alright when it really isn’t.. then some tiny tiny thing happens and all of my resentment and sadness and confusion rise again… i awake the dragon. and it burns.

I’m not wearing any nail polish… and this state i’m currently in is seriously annoying,, yesterday it was black with white dots… it was so neat… but today…uhh today… it’s non existent.