perhaps i am caged for real. i think i am emotionally “vacant”. maybe im looking for a utopian figure that exists only in my head, maybe im only asking for what i deserve. either way there seems to be a shortage of individuals who meet my criteria. i wonder what is wrong with the world,or with me.

no, there’s nothing wrong with me. i only demand what is rightfully mine and i wont take less. why should i? the world,on the other hand, thinks in a different way. the ways of the world tell me to accept what i am given,or what comes across my way. and settle for it. i never liked that, and i dont think i ever will. therefore i think i will be lonely for many more years (days?) to come. pretty much the same way i am now.

i sound arrogant dont i? and obstinate… i wont negate that. i dont know how i would sound to someone reading this entry in specific, i cant be two people at the same time. judge me if u will, i couldnt care less. it only serves to show how superficial u r. u could be right though. im not here to prove u wrong, im here to tell u and whoever is like u to sod off and say whatever coz im not listening. i stopped listening to u a long time ago,Dracula.