I have noticed a growing trend in my latest posts; a tendency towards posting entries that lean toward being personal to some degree. If anyone should know how dangerous that is, it should be me. I had resolved not to turn the Box into a place where I narrate what goes on in my life and where I have an anonymous audience enjoying my story and thinking “Ah, but you should have done this instead of that”.

My resolution still stands, I think. I reflect on matters and post what I make of them in my Box, that makes it all personal, no? Yes. The truth of the matter still stands though, some things are more personal than other things.

Beyond the usual I-have-been-busy-lately cliché’s, much maturity was dug up and acquired by yours truly over the past weeks. Someone said during those strange times: “If you are lower class, the only way you can socially advance is by getting an education. But how far can you go with your education? You can reach lower middle class, maybe if you’re very lucky you’ll get to upper middle class, but you’ll never be upper class”, and I thought it was so sad.

Then during another discussion, a person said that communist China was true to its original principles and it still is. I asked if there were no exceptions in China but I didn’t hear the person’s answer.

I think of a revolution as a means by which the majority of people achieve something. The smart rich get richer when they channel the inferior classes’ anger and passion towards the revolution. The educated middle class and the idealists get to chase their ideas with more enthusiasm, and often fall to the belief that they have materialized. The poor get to vent at first then they retire to misery.

Perhaps my pessimism is taking shape these days. Perhaps it is affecting my views in politics and culture, making me regard things as trivial, unworthy, and fake. A very interesting transformation. I wonder, is it part of maturity?

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