Archive for the ‘Love’ Category

Tsuki-san LIVES!

Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007

I was heart-broken twice. Once when Tsuki-san died, and once again when I saw his clone in the street and had my joy crushed instantly.

But Tsuki-san is back from the dead! He came back home after a month’s absence, dirty, beaten, and thin. My Tsuki is still alive — he never died! Or did he die, and then felt so bad for me that he returned? Cat resurrection?

Doesn’t this seem very weird? My father found him dead in the street a couple of weeks ago and I mourned him and considered a hamster for a mini-companion during my rebound time. My sister was about to get me one today but she changed her mind in the last minute. Tsuki’s girlfriend never visited us while he was gone… And Tsuki came home and brought her with him!

I gave him a bath, as I had promised myself when I saw his clone. He hated me for it, of course, but that’s OK. Who cares if he hates water as long as he is alive? Sing along: My baby is home and the joke was on me.

Welcome back, Tsuki-san!

The Butt of The Joke

Sunday, April 15th, 2007

At 8:10 AM today, Havana Brown and I were just out of the garage. It was a funny-feeling morning and my eyes were still burning and dry. Seconds later I had not yet driven past the main entrance of home when I saw Tsuki-san! 

I stopped in the middle of the street, oblivious to the possibility that a neighbor’s car or a school bus just might make an appearance at that moment, and just stared at the cat. A million thoughts raced through my head; maybe dad thought it was Tsuki-san who was dead in the street yesterday — I will definitely give him the bath I put off last week — Will throw away the cat food he doesn’t like — Must fix him — I shouldn’t have cried so much yesterday after all — Ha Ha. 

I opened the door and got halfway out of the car, and called on to him… Tsuki… Tsuki. He just looked at me. Then I looked at his tail and for a split second I saw my ecstasy physically dissolve in front of my eyes. It wasn’t Tsuki after all, it was a cat that looked exactly like him but had a shorter tail. 

I think if the dead do come back, we would all love them very much more than before. But that would also make us the butt of the joke.

In Memoriam Tsuki-san

Saturday, April 14th, 2007

Today Tsuki-san, my cat, died. He was only two years old. Someone ran him over with their car.

Tsuki-san is Japanese for Mr.Moon. My brother rescued Tsuki-san from the dumpster when he was a few days old, back in April 2005. Tsuki was so tiny and so cold when I got him, his umbilical cord had not fallen out yet and his eyes were still shut.

Tsuki-san

I fed him and I took care of him. I would often wake up in the night to change his warm water bottles. And I remember how happy I was when he opened his little eyes for the first time. Of course then I had to make sure they didn’t get clogged and a daily routine of dabbing them with moist and warm cotton pads was followed for some time.

Tsuki-san

Tsuki-san used to sleep next to me during my many siestas. Most of the time it was he who did the sleeping because I would stay up for fear I might move or turn and annoy him. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep. I will miss that.

Tsuki-san

He was very playful and had an abnormally long tail which was his favorite toy. He never really appreciated catnip or his black necklace/collar, much less the bell on it. He also liked playing with paper balls, and he never bit a child pulling him from the tail. His character was very distinct from all my previous cats; I loved him the most.

Tsuki-san


Tsuki-san

Tsuki liked to climb into my humungous closet and to play with the bags on the closet floor and with whatever items of clothing he could find dangling. There was this one time when he fell asleep inside the closet and was locked in until the following morning. I don’t think he tried to get into my closet after that.

Tsuki-san

When he got bigger and taller (he was a very tall cat), I could no longer give him baths on my own. He particularly detested the bathroom for this reason and he could tell that he was going to be wetted, shampooed, and rubbed whenever my brother and I gave him that “look.” He would then avoid us, but we would get him anyway.

Tsuki-san

I think Tsuki-san was probably the dirtiest cat I ever had. He really could not care less about his personal hygiene unless it was mating season (and I make no guesses in this field). He was specifically filthy in the winter and I would not clean him for fear he might catch a cold.

Tsuki-san

Around September 2006, Tsuki got himself a girlfriend. This was a smaller female cat who followed him everywhere he went and even shared his food. I had doubts about the nature of their relationship but I later discovered it was entirely platonic – Tsuki may have been a bad boy, but he was no pedophile.

Tsuki-san

My bonding with Tsuki-san was the highlight of any day during the past two years. I miss him terribly and I am deeply saddened by his premature death. I am not sure if there is a cat paradise somewhere in the heavens, but I know Tsuki would probably not want to go there. He would want to spend eternity sleeping on my red couch or stealing food from mom’s pots. That’s my boy.

Tsuki-san is now remembered vividly in the following posts:

Chicken skin

And now we feast

Lazy cat who has no keys

Untitled

Cute little monstress

Oddly enough

Feline related entry: Fall from Grace

Feline related entry: Viva Tsuki-san


Tsuki-san

Requiescant in pace, beloved friend.

Hannibal Rising: Prelude to Genius

Sunday, February 11th, 2007

Not to break off the arguably-sickening chain of posts in category Love, I have to devote a second one to Hannibal. The first one, “Is this Clarice? Why, hello Clarice,” can be accessed by clicking on the title.

Hello to you, reader.

Now for some cinematic initiation, Wikipedia says:

Hannibal Rising (2007) is the fifth film about Dr. Hannibal Lecter. A prequel to Red Dragon, The Silence of the Lambs, and Hannibal, it is an adaptation of Thomas Harris’ 2006 novel of the same name and will tell the story of how Hannibal becomes the infamous serial killer of the previous films and books. (Link to Hannibal Rising Wiki)

I was brought to light on the existence of the movie by pure luck, or by the usual diabolique scheming of The Fates, while  browsing Slate. The critique of the movie was anything but kind, here’s a link to Dana Stevens’ Eurotrash Schoolboy: The Young Lecter in Hannibal Rising, and then some:

The movie is trudgingly tedious—if you’re in it for the violence, be advised that each action scene is separated from the next by at least 20 minutes of macabre vamping. Above all, the movie is shameless. It doesn’t hesitate to avail itself of whatever historical boogeyman it needs to advance the plot, whether it’s Klaus Barbie’s exportation of French children to Auschwitz or the loss of one’s entire family in Hiroshima.

Stevens is entitled to her own opinion until I formulate my own. For the time being, I am excited beyond repair merely knowing that there exists a story frame for Hannibal as a young person. I cannot wait to watch the movie, and when I do, be promised that you shall read about the experience. Another post labeled Love will come your way — Yes.

To get appropriately inspired for the movie itself, do visit the official page at HannibalRising.com. The site offers information on the movie, which is directed by Peter Webber, and even lets you send Hannibal Rising e-cards.

Oh, the movie was released on Friday, February 9th, 2007.

Tayeb Saleh

Thursday, January 25th, 2007

The things I would give to meet this man…

Al Tayyeb Saleh

الطيب صالح Tayeb Saleh (or Al Tayyeb Saleh)

Adiga Music - Sample II

Wednesday, December 6th, 2006

It’s back by popular demand. I am uploading a second Adiga music sample (find the first Adiga music sample here)

This piece is by Omar Bazoqa.Enjoy it everyone.

Reviewing Casino Royale

Tuesday, December 5th, 2006

Casino Royale sheds a little light on the beginnings of legendary British agent and notorious heartbreaker James Bond. The movie touches on Bond’s promotion to his 00 “double O” status and his rather bumpy-yet-interesting relationship with M. It is also most revealing of the background of 007’s emotional life.

In the series of movies covering Bond’s career, spectators are used to his introducing himself with the famous line; “Bond, James Bond.” In Casino Royale, however, spectators do not see 007 using the line until the end of the movie - when 007 has fully matured into the larger-than-life figure that they are used to in other movies telling of subsequent periods of his career.

The usage of this famous line was not the only aspect that was slightly modified in Casino Royale. In a certain scene, Bond shocks fans by declaring that he does not care if his Martini is shaken or stirred. In another scene, Bond confesses his love to Vesper Lynd - a female character introduced, doubtlessly, to explore the tender side of the naughty licensed killer. Interestingly, Vesper Lynd saves Bond’s life three times in Casino Royale, and that just might be a record number. On top of all that, one cannot help but notice that the song in the introduction of the movie did not feature any female figurines - quite unusual for a story on a charmer.

Personally, I thought the movie was great. This is a thrilling movie that I would watch over and over again. I enjoyed every second of it in varying degrees and I thought it was a spectacular treatment of the emotional and professional growth of Bond. I found that the movie gradually took me from Bond’s early rash days to his wiser, more mature ones with convincing eloquence and comfortable sequence. I did not find much to be “out of place” but I would have preferred it if the villain, Le Chiffre, was more wicked.

The one scene I found unconvincing was when Bond cracked a joke while bound to a bottomless torture chair. “Everyone’s going to know that you died while scratching my bottom” - I believe that’s what he said. I hated the laughter that followed, both from the spectators and from Bond himself, and that is one thing I would take out of the movie if I could.

On Daniel Craig’s performance, I thought it was satisfactory. I found he did an excellent job, both with his physique and his acting, and I salute the choice that placed him as Bond (Although I still feel sore about Eric Bana’s not making the cut). That aside, I failed to catch a glimpse of the Austin Martin’s gear.

For the serious, here’s an interesting bit of a review/article on a book titled The Man Who Saved
Britain
by Simon Winder. Article by Michiko Kakutani, titled The Empire’s Sun Has Set, but James Bond Is Forever. Good things come from Yoda:

While Britain was coping in the 1950s and 60s with unemployment,
inflation, strikes and demoralization, and making the humbling
transition from empire to welfare state, “a solitary Englishman” — who
embodied the old-fashioned belief that a single individual could save
the day through sheer guts and expertise — was almost single-handedly
maintaining “the country’s reputation.”

While “the magic, the romance and the often squalid reality of
dominion over the world which had animated millions of emigrants,
sailors, soldiers, traders, journalists for so many generations came
to an absolute, unrecoverable, bewildering end,” Mr. Winder writes,
somewhere on the globe, in a luxury hotel, one man was secretly
“slipping a .25 Beretta automatic into his chamois-leather shoulder
holster, examining his rather cruel mouth in the bathroom mirror,
putting on his dinner jacket and going out into the night to save
their world.”

In real life James Bond would be in his 80s now, but he is one of
those literary characters like Peter Pan who never age and never
change. Just as the books and movies follow a familiar formula, so
Bond himself, as Mr. Winder writes, is at his most reassuring when
“like a hamster with his wheel, he performs the same narrow set of
functions over and over — the scenario, the seduction, the foiling of
the plot, the killing of the villains.”

For Mr. Winder, Bond, like the queen, remains a curious “fossil
remnant” of an imperial attitude that has long since vanished from the
rest of Britain.

“The queen must presumably spend some part of the day,” he writes,
“moping about how her dad had been king-emperor, had the allegiance of
a quarter of the planet and had been treated in some quarters as a
god, whereas she has to wander around the streets expressing interest
in the lives of ladies holding plastic flags with ice cream dripping
down their fronts. Bond shows no such introspection or reskilling. It
is a very odd aspect of contemporary Britain that a country which is
almost unrecognizable from the one which nurtured Fleming (aside, of
course, from the occasional survival, such as a seemingly unstoppable
urge to despoil Iraq) should still, for so much of the world, remain
the country of James Bond.”

A Chick’s Ride

Monday, November 27th, 2006

I love her. I have been thinking of ways to repel my brother from driving her and this is what I have come up with so far, all in line with my intimate preferences, of course:

1- Get a Tololy.com bumper sticker.
2- Change the color of the beige interior textile to fuschia or red. A Zebra pattern would also be stunning. This bit here has a double function; it will make the car a unique ride and will protect the original textile.
3- Glue fake little diamonds all around the driver’s mirror. Those will be a challenge to remove if I ever intend to sell her to a non-female person.
4- Paint her red - this will happen eventually.
5- Get a matching cover for the steering wheel. I know this is “7afartali” and very un-hip but I don’t think I can resist.

I fancy non-standard objects. Très original. Oui.

It’s here: Adiga music sample

Monday, August 14th, 2006

Do you remember when I spilled my heart out about Adiga music and how much I completely adore it? I think I managed to upload a sample of Adiga music that I always listen to and I want to spread the love. Indulge your senses…

Adiga music sample